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Boa Alcacer ([personal profile] finalguard) wrote 2018-06-04 12:19 am (UTC)

Mitsuru Ashikawa

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    Week 1: Boa's favourite partner in speculation about this place. Since Mitsuru has experience with magic and magic seems to be involved, Boa trusts his judgement. They're both stubborn and kind of distanced, so talking comes easily.
    Week 2: Mitsuru has quickly evolved to Boa's favourite person in camp overall. His resolve, pragmatism and power, as well as his tendency to not get intimidated by anyone, are all admirable qualities to Boa.
    Mitsuru is someone Boa definitely wants to keep face for, which is why his presence helps Boa immensely to keep himself together even in the more horrifying situations.
    Week 3: When Boa thought he had disgraced himself and was worthy of Mitsuru's disrespect, Mitsuru disproved all of Boa's expectations by being concerned and supportive. Boa can't really say how he feels about that other than intensely. To be seen as valuable by someone he admires so much, even when he makes a mistake that leads to having to be rescued... Boa can't understand it, but he wants to do all he can to keep it.
    Week 4: Nothing makes Boa's determination to survive alongside Mitsuru waver. He values the other's company at all times - not only scheming and exchanging information, also free time. They've started doing those things more together. Boa's teaching Mitsuru how to Beyblade, they're learning video games... Mitsuru is starting to really make Boa feel safe.
    Week 5: Mitsuru means absolutely everything to Boa. If he could die again, he would die for Mitsuru without question, though more than anything he wishes he could have lived for Mitsuru.
    When Boa knew everyone would leave him for what he did to Usagi and for the weakness he displayed, Mitsuru stayed by his side. Boa still can't understand why Mitsuru won't abandon him when he thought so many times that he would... but the feeling of safety it brings him was his greatest comfort in death. Mitsuru is the one person who truly was able to make him believe in second chances, despite the fact that Boa knows he isn't getting his. But if he had lived... Mitsuru would have let him become stronger by his side, despite messing up so badly. When you fall, you get up and try again. With Mitsuru safely by his side, that's not impossible.
    Now having understood that Mitsuru feels this way about him, Boa is also ready to accept all of Mitsuru's weaknesses. He is sure they can't ever change what he perceives as so strong about him in the first place.

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