Week 1 - Saturday Night - Mitsuru (small)

[ That trial was worse than expected. Though Boa didn't throw up this time, he still feels as if every part of his insides has been turned upside down. He knows people die. He's seen motionless bodies before. But he hasn't seen people be killed, he hasn't seen blood and bones and gore. This week is a novelty in that sense and it's doing a number on him.

Though Boa never considered himself someone with a strong sense of what 'home' is, he feels homesick.

After the trial, he moves away from the firepit, definitely due to a change of scenery, but then finds the thought of going back to his cabin too suffocating. In the end, he just sits down on the clearing, staring at nothing.

There's disgust inside him. Other than that, he feels strangely empty. ]